To Daddy… With love
Apr 1st, 2009 by Angele
Dear Daddy,
It’s been a while since I last wrote to you. But today is a special day and I didn’t forget. How could I?
Today it’s your birthday… Happy Birthday Daddy. I love you. I wish I could say this to you face to face.
Today caused all these memories and feelings to start over and rip my heart again. Sometimes it had me asking God how he could take you away from me so suddenly. Why would he want to make me so sad? Of all the people in the world why were you his choice? I wish I could have told him first that I needed you too… I wonder if he thought of how I’d feel… I know I’m told he always picks the best. And I’m also told in time my heart will heal. But this is a lie. After all these years, my heart is still aching for you.
Little things that I took for granted when you were here seem priceless now. The memories and pictures are all I have left, and I cherish them more each day. Did I ever say thanks for giving me a childhood so rich with love? Did I ever say thanks for always being there when I needed you? Most of all, did I ever say thanks for caring?
I miss you so much… I’ve tried to live my life without you as best as I could but there’s always this endless sadness deep within my heart. There is no escape from this pain but I know you would have told me not to cry. You would have wanted me to be strong… For you, I will. After all, I’m daddy’s little girl and I want you to be proud of me.
Dad, for us there’s no time and no space, no barrier love won’t erase. Wherever you are, in my heart you will be with me. For always, forever…Beyond here and on to eternity.
Happy birthday Daddy.
With all my love,
Angele
Your dad knows..
Happy Birthday to Angele’s daddy.
I just gave credit to my dad for forcing us to speak English with him since young…
*hugs Angele*
To Jemima,
I hope he does… I never had the chance to tell him how much I loved him when he was still here. This is my only regret.
To day-dreamer,
Thanks
*hugs dd*
To Bruno,
Those words are personal and yet I don’t mind sharing it on my blog because this is my way of expressing my feelings for my father on his special day. He will never read this letter but I hope he knows how much I love him. And this is not something I wanna keep private.
Thanks for your visit
This post brought tears to my eyes.
Sending you big hugs Angele. Take good care.
I am sure your father is proud of you, watching you from the heavens.
To Morinn,
Thank you for your kind words
*hugs*
*hug* I’m sure wherever he is, he’s watching over you
To Nussaibah,
Yes I believe he’s watching my every step and making sure I’m doing ok
I feel like you took the words right out of my mouth. My father was also taken from me very suddenly, about 18 years ago (when I was 19). I was his baby, the youngest of 6 kids. I miss him terribly…..especially on his birthday. It is around Labor Day and we would always celebrate with a BBQ in the backyard. He was a great man, a great father, and a great husband.
Your dad knows………
To Sally,
I like to believe that they’re still with us in this world though we can’t really see them
Life ends someday but love doesn’t.. The love between a father and his daughter goes beyond death.