Message to heaven
Apr 1st, 2008 by Angele
Dear daddy,
Today is your birthday. You would have been 58 years old. I remember that you didn’t like big parties or fancy celebrations so that we usually had a quiet dinner at home. Mom used to cook some special dishes on that occasion and we celebrated your birthday just the 4 of us; you, mom, Nick and me. You liked it that way. It was intimate and yet so lively. It reflected you in every single way.
You’ve been gone for a few years now but sometimes I still can’t accept that you’re never coming back again. It’s so hard for everyone of us. Mom still cries when she thinks of you. The other day one of your favorite songs was playing on the radio, “visions” from Cliff Richard, and she just burst into tears when listening to it. I had tears in my eyes too. I remember you used to sing that song very often and you even asked me to search the lyrics for you. And those lyrics… they are so meaningful now. “… when will we meet again? when? when? when?…”
I miss you daddy. I feel like crying because I miss you so much. Life isn’t the same without you here. I know you don’t want me to be unhappy and shed tears but I can’t help it sometimes. For this pain in my heart there is no cure… But no matter how much it hurts, I want you to know that this strength you had, I have it too within myself and this is what helps me to go on.
Today shouldn’t be a gloomy day. Today is a special day. Today is *your special day*… From the bottom of my heart I want to tell you how much I love you. Happy birthday dad. My gift for you? My everlasting love wrapped with hugs and kisses.
You are in my heart always.
Daddy’s little girl
Your dad is very lucky to have a daughter like you who loves him so much for all eternity.
Happy Birthday, Uncle..
I’m sure your message got through and he’s proud of you in so many ways
Happy Birthday, Uncle …
And you’re a lucky man to have Angele as a daughter. She’s nice girl really and well taken care of ( I believe ).
I’m sure he’s proud of you dear, definitely. I know how it feels like to miss someone so dearly. HUGS!
oh angele…this is such a beautiful post…
it brings tears to my eyes
hugs
He must be smilling down at you now from heaven Angele
Sad post. I am sure your daddy will get your message. Don’t be so sad okay?